Seriously.
I've fallen off the bandwagon. I've seriously just let it all go.
I know that my failure is nothing but my fault and and I need to be open to making serious changes in my life if I want to really lose weight. I mean, it's always the same old thing. I get gung ho for about two weeks and then little things spring up that get me off track. Ugh. It's so frustrating.
But I know that I really need to make a change. And I really want to make a change. I think I need to make myself more accountable. I know I need to make myself more accountable.
I'm applying to a job, that I'm really hoping that I get, so I'm thinking that will help me get into a regular routine. For the last few months I've been at home and the temptation of sitting around and watching TV is high. Like red alert, I'm so ridiculously lazy. So I hope that having a job that is not at home will really help me back into getting my butt to the gym. Because seriously? I have 45 lbs to lose, at least to start with and if I keep going the way I am, I'll be closer to 300 lbs in no time. SO SCARY!
I just had some blood tests and my triglycerides came back really high. It's off the normal range by SO MUCH. It really hit me when I saw that number. Oy to the vey.
I need to change.
I want to change.
I MUST change.
I'm thinking about joining Weight Watchers. Any WW success stories out there?
